Thursday, 28 May 2009 / 8:20 pm
"Yeah...you know I keep my promises. Now answer my question."
"Yes...I really love him...not that you'd now what that is or how it feels like."
"Actually I do." He paused. "Do you know what it feels like to have the person you love...hate you?" he said.
"What are you talking about?" I shook my head.
"I..." he stopped and sighed.
"Nothing. You can go," he said. "
hhehhh.
this sucks. everything sucks. everybody sucks,
i thought you weren't a slut, turns out you were, a fucking bitchy immature slut even though you're older then me. is it you; or is it me?
i know I'm not perfekt, you're not too, no one is. its just the matter of just how imperfekt we are. Why did you turn away? that's all what i had to say. why should i give you a second look now?
Nein, ich nicht glauben im zweite zufall.
so screw you. open your eyes, for crying out loud. why should i care? cause you weren't there when i freakinq needed YOU, did you had ANY idea how alone i was?
Cause if you don't care, then i don't care, we're not going anywhere.
you, you bloody freaking need to fucking listen. not the whole fucking world revolves round you, slut.
then you go on and on bout your freaking "xiaoxiao ke ai".
puh-lease.
he's in redcross, and is a gangster.
he smokes, for crying out loud.
whaddya what me to say? "fucking good choice!" *pats back*
wtf.
i feel like slapping you now.
i am sleeping in a twisted dream; dying just to make believe.
"Love", I thought that it was just another word you never learned to pronounce.