Friday, 27 March 2009 / 7:37 pm
*sighh
i feel.. all mixed up D:
a bit sadden by that stupid guy;
and her..
pissed off with the world..
like i just died and came back.
do you even begin to understand?
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didnt go to school on firday........
so obviously i didnt go for RCY too luhhs :D
slightly happy ..?
they was planning to go to the old folks home today.
=.=
like i need more contact with old people luhhs!
my grandmother -- keeps nagging at me =.= some more in hokkien =.=
hen zaii worhhs...
lol..
it feels like day by day,
i'm losing touch.
Losing my place, my stand in this world.
Words cant even begin to describe how i feel D:
No, not "sad", "depressed", not even "emo"..
Really feel like going to make everyone depressed too..
Can you even know what i'm going through?
People claim that they are my ohh-so-called "Besties"
but right here right now i wanna ask you;
do you even really care for me?
if i ever had a fall would you be the first to help me up?
Would you even know that i had fallen?
you're so content it hurts me - i dont know why..
i'm weird. Seriously.
Words screaming in my head. why did you have to leave?
D:
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