June: Tuesday, 28 October 2008 / 8:37 pm
''''Nothin to do.. Today Mrs Tan let us go IT lab do research on Aids stuff .. dunno what.. -Yawns- ... Stinks! I can't even at least go to Google or Yahoo! All I did was to on it , go to Internet, and thats all :( Boohoo. Sooooooo boring. Klemund qian bian la he. Add him in MSN also kana get scolded lorhs. Go eat shit la. Do what also not his problem. =.= And Clement told me that Joanne said that it's too late for me to apologise. Wtf ?! Apologise? That's like plain crap -.- . As If I'm gonna apoplogise. Like, what wrong did I do, and I have to apologise? Huh, Yeah. As if I cared. Thats her own problem. Not mine. Today's like soooo bored. Yeah, I hate LIARS & PEOPLE WHO DON'T TRUST ME. I've told Fu Wei that today got school he don't believe and he made me so sad . I even messaged him with my mother's phone that today got school, but I think he simply do not trust me :( I missed h'im sooo much. Like I wanna get close up to him & kiss him, share a chocolate together, tickle him (LOL, I lurvee doing that.), Hug him, sit with him, laugh with him, play with him... Tee hee(: But problem was, we never did. I'd hoped he did. After all , boy should be the one doing it! :l -blush- .. Today Vanessa & Nicole bickered): It was difficult for me.. Dunno who to side with.. Their both equally nice! And during that time ,.. Finn asked if they were havin' a Cat fight . o.oll lol. Vanessa & Nicole <33>''''
THAT, is what she (June) and posted on her blog today.
see that part in red?
she's aiming that at me.
and i didnt even tell Clement its far too late for June to apologize!
what i meant was, it was too late for me to apologize!(anyways even if i did,
June wouldnt accept it, would she?)
and June, about that part about FW,
i was just trying to protect you.
he didnt believe you.
can i shoot you a question then?
''does that mean he is good enough to be your boyfriend?''
i've always thought well of you and thought high of you.
even after you became friends with vanessa and nicole.
and you did know how much i disliked them.
and so i totally freaked out after reading June's blog and i call Clement
up and demanded an explanation from him and then i demanded him to
''go call June right now and tell her i didnt say all that''
i was tempted to say: ''what i meant was it was too late for me to apologize''
but i didnt quite see the point of doing that anyways.
it wouldnt make her become my friend again,
left alone my best friend.
and i didnt really trust Clement.
(although he is quite harmless)
and as for i not trusting people,
i trust no one at all.
not even June when she was my best friend.
that way, or so i thought,
i couldnt get hurt at all.
but i still got..
hurt, i mean.
i still got hurt in the end.
found S.H.E's blog and has been listening to their page song since...
well, since i've found it which was about 30 minutes ago?
really kinda suited my feelings right now..
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